I have a Tortishell kitten lounging in the sunshine of her favourite window sill, the one where she can watch all the birds and wish she was allowed outside.
I have a Tabby Geriatri-cat lounging outside in the sunshine, right in view of said kitten. Have I mentioned that (as much as I love her and she loves me) Sidana is Not a Nice Cat.
I have an unfinished costume, waiting for me, for auditions for Knox Festival. Tomorrow.
I have a coke chilling in the freezer.
I have a Hubby who is gorgeous, capable of fixing anything I ask him nicely enough to fix who does romance in his own style. Did I mention he built me a Tinkerbell Green FB Holden, because I asked him too? Seriously, he doesn't need to buy me flowers ever again!
I have a Marmie who calls me to talk to me about anything and everything. Including finances and taxes and the local Government and infrastructure. I distract her by asking about her puppy (he's 12 but we are all in denial that he's grown up).
I have retro mint green venetian blinds. All my childhood, I dreamed of a house with venetian blinds. At Grandad's they were white wth tiny silver stars on them. Something about them just made me so happy and now these soft green ones I have make me happy.
I have the ability to construct complete sentences without hanging and waiting, trying to remember the words. I love this. I missed this.
I have Circus in my life! Fun, exercise, delight, sparkle, amazing people and spinning! So much spinning.
So many dreams I had in my childhood have been fulfilled.
So many have been torn to pieces and scattered to the wind, chased with raindrops of salty tears.
So I let them go, let them fly free, forgive myself for not fulfilling them and move on to the ones I can, the Things I have.
I have a lot.
I also have hands covered in kitten scratches. And bites. Bitey, bite, bite, bite. Love having a baby cat in the house again!